Tuesday, August 7

sunny banana afternoon!




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Someimes i just dont know why if there is a problem going around it would just pile up as each day passes. Once it hits the limit it really hits me. I've realise that those precious ones will always be with you whenever or whatever things may happen. Darling n myself never experience such drastic things before and after that i've realise that i love him alot and i would never ever want it to happen again. Cause i dont want him to get hurt or be upset.

Today, its one of a hectic day. When i finally came to realise that those pple who once were so dear to you actually still means alot and remembers you.

From my darkest moment of that very day i was out of place. She left me unknowingly because of a past which was once settled already. If it was unsettled i dont mind settling it. But i've gotta enough things to brood about. Its really enough and what is the unneccessary situation abt? just tell me? My daddy means alot to me not to say that my friends are important too. Its just that whats the point of bringing it up when i thought someone would be there to give me a listening ear when i was weeping my way out.

From the moment u just walk away u left me pondering ALONE. In the end pearly came down to look for me and gave me a hug and said that she dosent want this to happen to me and wanted out friendship to last. From that very moment tears begins to flow n both of us was overwhelmed. we talked things out and i said my views. Finally, pat came down as well and it ended nicely. Since u're not responding and all. How can i talk. I've done my part. The rest is up to you. PERIOD!

I've catched a movie with dear today. Thanks for the meal and day! i love you!

Sunday, August 5

♥ is sleeping right now. So i've came online to blog a lil first cause i cant seem to sleep any longer. Its sunday already. Time passes by real fast. With a blink of an eye secondary school days and life had changed drastically.

Im so glad that ♥ has finished reading all his harry potter books already (: (grinning) Say goodbye to harry for now. lols!

Anyway, i feel like heading out today. But dont know perspectively where to head to. There is not much leisure in s'pore. All you could do is to catch a movie, shop and wlk around. Whats more we could do either than that?

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness u'll never get back.

Saturday, August 4

its always fun having her around!






love her(:



bb and me (:



darling and me <3





Oh wells, yesterday i didnt went to school gotta something on. Love went to put a new ink again. Im like very curious of how the pain is really like. It seems unbearable. I dont know why it hurts me to see him enduring the pain and all. But this is what he really wants so i wont be like self denial. If he is happy with it, i should be happy as well. (:

Sometimes days are like a massive whirlwind. The tantrums that makes you feel like throwing cereals on the wall. But deep down beneath that red lil' room of yours u'll always know that every lil' things meant alot. Its more than meets the eye.

I went to catch 'alone' yesterday and its pretty scary. The scenes irks me and im still getting those feverish fear in me. Not to say that im a scady cat. Those imaginations do arose.

Love has gone to his AIG soccer thingy already. Lucky his sis chubchub is back home if not i dont dare to take a shower!

u will always be in my heart(:


Thursday, August 2

OMG! Today i didnt go school again.
My goodness, my attendance now is like crap. Actually,
gonna meet the rest early to do project but i cant wake up so i didnt go.

Darling and myself enjoyed our day tody(: we went sun tanning and swimming.
While sun tanning love was so ento about his book till he made me fancy about reading harry potter too.
lols. We spent like almost five hours downatairs. haa!

I've got fetish over fairy and stars ink! They can have a great combination. But im still not exactly sure how i want it to be like but im sure im gonna combine it up.
Shall slowly decide as it is a life long thing.
Anyway, those passer by keep telling me i have an uncanny resemblance of linda liao and now even my classmates are saying it. When is this gonna end.

overall, i love my bf!!!
:D
sorry dear that i have made u mad and siad some ridiculouus stuffs, it'll never happen again. I LOVE YOU!

Wednesday, August 1

Im a lazy bum

My black chapbangs hair and his black chapbangs hair(:
My black hair..


My dyed hair..


♥ Our dyed hair..


My hair last time. Jus look at the hair transformation as time passes! lols




It used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up. I've got thousand of stuffs which i could just rattle on and on about.

Misery.
Harsh words said, feelings hurt.
But silence is way too worst.
Never would start again.
Love is like a risk.
Cherish'd everything dont let it fade.

Love dont come and go as the way we want it to.
Its faith that clings us as one.

Oh wells, i woke up at 1pm todae. Im late again for school so i've decided not to go already. I jolly well know i should wake up on time but im just as lazy as a wild boar. gee. Im now at love's crib already and he's still facinated and obsessed about getting his book to read finish.
Every night when im not with you, I miss you, I can just look up, and know the stars are holding you.