Some assurance

I coudnt quite remember what I did last few days. HAA! Basically, because im getting old? hahaha. Oh yahs, my very first year with darling besbes went well. Im so in love with him. Sometimes being so in love is a very scary thing. Love could be so beautiful and blissful but sometimes when pessimistic things starts to arose the outcome is bad real bad. Anyway, Im gonna thank him for everything that day and yes i love my bag! thanks alot darling<3 I know u're are so broke now and me too okay. gee. pictures will be uploaded some other time ya. I hate being fickle minded sometimes. arghs. . . . . okay random. . . . .

I remembered a incident which happened a few days back. Emm and myself was in the mrt and suddenly out of the blue this guy puke right opposite us. The liquid thingy were on the floor and the solid thingy were on his hands.Then later he suddenly threw the solid stuffs on the floor. The sound was like piet or piak i dont know but once u hear it, it was totally gross. The sight of it already makes me sick yet the sound. . . well we just controlled not to gross out or something and our hands were over our nose. haha. He shouldnt have drink so much.

I maybe a queen of procrastination during exams and i think im also a queen of procrastination during my office work. Simply 'lazy', just one word to describe it. lol.

Last few days I've found out somethings that literally made my heart drop and some tears trickle. I've always been a good and faithful girlfriend but I know im not perfect either just practice what you preach. Its all I wanted. If u dont want such things to happen to you, you wouldnt do it. Yahs, i've matured and search my soul about all this. Usually, my boyfriend would tell me everything but I couldnt just believe others. Yahs, I still trust him and I hope he is trusted as well and I wont let that cripple us. Its all parts and parcels of life. Tend to meet bad girls or bad guys who wants to be a third party but somehow in the end the bad girl or guy will find out that his or her boyfriend or girlfriend would be doing it to them too. KARMA. . For the girl or guy so just try harder alright. I dont know what is the perfect word to describe it. Enigmatic? how about secretive? or maybe deceptive? One day I will know the truth like the past. Time will prove everything. Facade. If only I could forget the myriad thoughts floating around my head just as easy. Hoping im not believing the wrong person eventually and yea i believe my love. It'll be solve for now because im glad that he assured me that he wont ever do such stuffs to me. Right now i felt so much better. Those hugs, kisses and love ever so fulfilling. All i know is that yes i love u still and I wanna apologies for my wrong doings sometimes which actually make you so so mad. gee.

Alright im still a happy girl and im deeply in love him alot aft so much obstacles we had got through. (:

I so wanna catch up with the girls soon by the way. Wonder how are they doing right now. . .