Was 2008 a bad year?

Well, I've to say that 2008 is quite a bad year as I had to undergo a few downhearted moments. Almost a thousand bucks was thrown down the drain, i rather spend it to travel or get a gucci tote or smth! and yet my past when I was hurt had came back to reality in 2008 once again. Never did I thought it could happen to me cause at that moment I thought I was the luckiest girl. Lesson learn is not to predict the future. But Im not going to reminsce about those heartbreaking moments. At least all I want to know now is do hope that people could really change and be a better person at least to me. (: I know u'll be better right? Cause I know I wont let you down unlike others who may take revenge or. . . . . I'll only stop if you tell me you dont want to care about me anymore and want me out of your life. And yes Im just like that. No matter how bad are u to me I'll never hate you to the core if u really want to change for the better. I feel like changing myself but I know I am who I am and it cant be changed. So my life is all about bullies I guess. Maybe this is my part of my life which is not a bed of roses. Yes I believe 2009 will be a better year please.

I miss secondary school times with the girls and watching the guys play soccer. Haha. Or even volleyball after all of our exams and running around. XGEPPY I miss those times and I know now its different because we have our own life like jobs and bfs. Its difficult to juggle time sometimes I understand. But yes I know we will never forget each other. Right? (: Xq the girl who is always blur as in she will be last to ask what thing or what happen when everyone is laughing alrdy. LOL. Gen the girl who always wants to walk behind and scared to buy food alone. LOL. Emm the girl who wants to eat more as one share is not enough and hates her sch now. LOL. Patt the girl who dosent express her feelings well and the eating part with emm also. LOL. Pearl the girl who has a character and nth could bring her down, she could be emotional too. LOL. Yong the macho girl until the end of time and has a great talent in netball and shes like our mamasan. LOL. I'll nvr forget u girls! I know we are gonna meet up soon cause its time to catch up. (:

I miss those times with wen and ren too. Those naughty and playful times we had when we are younger. LOL. Dont forget me as one of ur friend alright! Cause I wont forget you girls. Wen the girl who is a downright person and ren the gong one that I know. LOL. But i think now not anymore. Coffee or smth will be gd when u girls are free k (:

Girlfriends I know like sy, wx and I think im blessed to have known them in my life. They have been there when Im down and always there when I needed someone to talk too (: Thank you! I hope this friendship to last as well. Cause u girls are great people who had entered my life and Im grateful. Although I dont really know u girls that long but I know somehow both of u r people that I sld nvr forget (:

Girlfriends like dang and isabel its great knowing you girls although I only knew u girls for a shorter time but I enjoy myself being around u girls and getting to know one another better. Hope this friendship we have to prosper alright. And thank you for having me as ur friend (: Dang the girl who never fails to have sweets with her and Isabel the girl who dosent like to play games. LOL.

Boyfriend which is the only one I have. Sebastian. . . . Although I didnt even thought that we'll be together one day but yes we did. Im happy to have u by my side. Thank you so much for everything. I appreaciated those times and u sld know. Haha. Love u. Dont let me down already k? Although u cant be compared from others but im still grateful to have u. :D gee. Overall, u're the perfect one in my eyes thats whats impt. Its time for a better for 2009.

Thank you ling for digging my ears so that i could get sleepy. lols.

You must thank me for helping you to cut ur nails.

Thank you buffalo for improving my wrestling skills.

Thank you bo nao for helping me to stop biting my nails.

Thank you love for applying ointment(massaging) for me when i have menses cramp.

Thank you smell belly for taking care of me when im ill and dying.

Thank you poh yong sheng for cleaning me up when im totally weak aft drinking.

Thank you fatty for plucking my arm pit hair. ( i know its tedious!) haa

Thank you bombom for letting me have the good pillow to sleep.

Thank you baby for the five gifts from hong knong.

Thank you dear for feeding me till im so fat now. arghs!

Thank you fish monger for making me into a more smarter person. lols.

Thank you petty for making me fart at your face. lols.

Thank you boogieman for making me sleep just right after eating. lols

Thank you cupcakes for making me stronger and dirtier! lol

Thank you mostachi for everything and now u call me mostachi!

Theres just too many to list. . . . (: i love u !
Even though you taught me how to fart, dont brush teeth, dig my teeth and etc but i still love u. haha! Anyway, i cant stand the torture chamber.

The words like:
'do you know how the bouncer bring people out?'

'can i beat you into a pup'

'arghs! let me go! i cant breathe i cant breathe!!'

'i count to three then you know, one, two,three!'

'make you ling po po now'

'can i torture chamber you?'

'wanna eat my pang sai?'

'can i fart on your face please please please!'

'please eat my pang sai can?' 'nice smell anot?'

'wa! your hair smells like ah peh!'

'ehh oi fatty bombom'

'tell me why are yo so fat can?'

'liar la you, go scandal house right, see lying only'

'i know already la' 'only know how to lie lie lie!, lying is the only thing you know'

'why are you so stupid arhs?'

'blacky come!'

'can i cripple cross face you?'

'you die, later go home then u'll know(grin)'

'wa! you say that again? x2, you die!' lols 'i very shuai hors right? u better say right hors.'

'aiyo dont know why i soooo shuai'

'dear can help me cook im hungry.'

'ling my handphone and wallet lehs?'

'ling good nights! muacks!'

'good doggie!' 'say again!' (i'll reply again) then u karachi me and say. . .

'now guai lan already right!' haa

'shut up! before i smash your nipples hors.''

'faster go take out your contact lens'

'can dont always repeat yourself anot'

'why are you now so fat ar?'

'oh now GL already'

Haha. I could still remember everything. I even rmb I called u apuilla last time. OMG. LOL. Many and counting down to more of your stupid pharses! (:

I miss my mum and everyone back there )': People wont understand the pain i've gone through.

IT'LL BE A BETTER 2009 i hope. . .