free like a bird

Im like so free every now and then. Everybody is working and now i should start to work as well. I've been slaking around for very long already. The more you work the more money! More money more shopping. . . haa! I've got to keep in mind about this in order to start working soon.

I've realise i need to have high extroversion. Engaging around people maybe important when u're out to work. I hate it when people lies seriously. But eventually i would get all those pessimistic stuffs outta my mind easily. As i dont keep it to heart. Oh wells, isnt this good or bad?

I must have low agreeableness. Because its always me who get the climb over ur head stuffs. Skeptical to think right enough that people are not to be trusted that easily. I really have to put this in mind. But sometimes i know its ought to be cool and collected.

I realise i can always help people in their relationships but when it comes to myself i would just go blank. Like i have fallen into the milkyway. haa! Sometimes what i expect is just simply ''practice what you preach''. Sebas enlighten me about this. But sometimes he dosent. . . sheeesh. gee. Like clubs and all. This is a recent prob to ppl. Exgirlfriends and exboyfriends and stuffs last time me,sher and shi prob. Those chats and all. . . Honestly who dosent feels good about sucha stuffs. So people just try to compromise. But if u dont feel good about what u feel about what ur partner is doing just dont do it as u wont like it as well. Like what u dont like dont do it to others in fact. If it continues and u find it unfair and u dont deserve such treatment i think it spells PERIOD.

I've realise once you feel the i think i dont deserve sucha stuffs things would get rotten. So just be happy cause ur life is not the end.