I finally met up with her on friday. It was tiring because the whole day we were walking around and we only got to sit during dinner time. haa! I always make the usual mistake while meeting her. I was suppose to meet her at the first cabin but i always end up waiting for her at the last cabin. haha! Two sotongs meeting up could be really fun! Never fail to smile with her(:

What we did:
Girls talk~
Chilling
shopping
pastamania
spreeing
bras! lols.

On sat got to met up with ren first. Haa! We could be good shoppers! zoom here and there like nobody else business. It was really exhausting. But we to but did enjoyed ourselves(: We walked like 4 times to parco then back to village. wahaha. <3>

There are just so many complicated things happening. Its hard to believe. Im speechless. Whats happening is really not good. Well, just let all this be gone with the wind! But for the mean while more on friday i guess. Sometimes its just scary to know the truth. Like how long this could hide? Sooner or later the truth would be out. BOOHOO!

Went to have dinner with eppy and her sister. Qi couldnt join us as she got work. After that met darling and cabbed home together. Anyway, i haven failed any exams yet. I honestly wanna get better grades man! haa!

Im gaining weight. It isnt good. I really just got to have a diet or something to slim down. AH PUI!I hear this almost everyday. Its arghs! I dont want to be AH PUI!!! eeks!

Im not going to school tomorrow as well as pat and pearl. Its been kinda tedious lately. I so wanna catch a movie and just chill with nice drinks or something.

Love is not what u do with a brain or a saying love is a sky endless bridge of friendship love is the soul, a heart, it is also that love isnt what makes the world turn, its what makes the ride worthwhile.

It took a long time to realize this and I think I am starting to, but sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is sooo much better than what you wanted. Haa. sounds kinda complicated?

What is 1 + 1 =
answer: 6 (count the number of lines)
This isnt funny! haa!

lovely isnt it! (:

This is what happens when bf isnt around and u'll be thinking of him.


Our lanters(:

Its the three of us. i love em.

Concentration.

The pretty twins(:

Look at emm's face!! wahaha!

We are mad.

Blow blow blow!

Pat n i are the overall winner!

wahaha!

Look at the full moon!!

Days had past.
Holidays are all over.
How fast could it be.
I've got sooo many things that i wanna do.
Anyway, Happy Lantern Festival To All(:
I celebrated it together with emm and pat.
We did lunatic stuffs. Haa!
Hilarious as ever.
Thanks sweets for making my night(: haa!
It was just the three of us but it was still fun.
love love loves!

Many things happen.
I just want peace and yahs i really mean peace.
There are just too many things which happened that effect me.
I think that now a days my mood sucks.
I need more love and concern over here!
Depression is too overrated.

''the world will continue to spin even though you're not ready''
You just cant stop what is happening.
Maybe trying to understand people's feelings and all would help.
"If weird is when two complete strangers suddenly become good friends,Then what do you call two good friends who suddenly become strangers"
Well, thoughts are all in my mind.
Whatever thing happens for a reason right?

Love is commitment, trust, sharing, understanding, passion, friendship.... we must understand the temporary place of "romance" and the fact that a deeper relationship longs for moments, days, weeks, years in which you declare your self more fully and welcome (sometimes with trepidation) the declarations of the other.....
and together explore the depths of acceptance and heightened awareness that move far beyond textbook romance.

On the other hand, I strongly believe ROMANCE WITH LOVE, is not overrated at all!! Quite the contrary...I think it's underrated!
People of today are too busy to stop and just look around, to stop and actually feel the sunset... If only we would make the time to be a lil nicer with ourselves and our partners everyday...

Joke of the day : )
KOR : There are 3 male pencils and 1 female pencil.The female pencil gets pregnant.Which one of the male pencils got her pregnant?

Answer : The one without a rubber!
HAHAHA! quite funny right?
i knew it!

im feeling aint right bout the conversation thingy which gf dosent right? but i trust u(:

This is what happens when boredom strikes.
he plays dota so i entertain myself by snapping! lols
I tried playing with snoggy.
But later pple say i chi pi jen~ haa!

I visited the hospital.
My eyes are all filled with tears that are all ready to burst out.
hurts me so mush to see her like this.
I never felt like this maybe i didnt expect it to be like this.
All i wish is for her to recover soon.

Its been pretty long since i start listening to chinese songs.
But im in love with the zhi xiang ai ni song!
lols. I dont really understand what it actually meant but yahs i like it! haa!

Later will be heading out to meet wen, ren, nana and yadayada.
Not sure. Its been long since we last drink with each other and all.
I've realise that a person cld change.
No matter how close you two once were.
Why did u do that to me? Left me pondering.
I was shock when i heard about it. arghs!
I was naive.
How can i ever salvage it once again.

I dont know but things in life could be really complicated.
It can turn out to be marlicious and all.
First and foremost i dont know what else should i say.
It left me franzied with fear about not growing up anymore.

Snoggy is really cute!
darling is being a bully by messing up her hair.
U guys just cant be nice with it.

Darling is having a early night today. I cant seem to slp so early yet so yahs im online killing time. Haa! i loving my online diary and the good thing is that only a lil' people knows about it. So i can express my feelings and all. But mayb not everything la! haa!

Now a days things are getting better btw the both of us(: im happy and its just great being with someone you really love. I dont really know what i should write about. . .

But im feeling bad for just walking away from pple who loves u once. I know its not wrong cos u made the decisions and all, but when they speak out. . there u go the guilt n all. But whatever it is it dosent matter because i've made my decisions and i've got no regrets! (: ''unfortunate learning tool. . .'' yaya. But no probs the next day i wont feel a single shit no longer, sounds mean but its just parts n parcels of life. You cannot be too soft hearted that is what i've learned too.

Sometimes, in life it is always about making decisions or moving on. Single little things in daily life just makes you stronger each day. I dont know how much stronger can i be. At least when I looked back I know I tried. Stop guessing what is all this big hooha all about. It has always been on my mind that was why i dont wanna just give up that easily. From the moment i made the decision i want things to turn out right. Cause i believe that u're still the one. If u really love a person u wont just let a person go just like that. But hope when i've changed better u wont change the way like u were(:
Destiny dosent carry benevolent to let us bid goodbye actually. I want all our problems n obstacles to be gone with the wind!!! blow blow blow!

I've seen my friends pulling through some circumstances and i believe they will find their happiness soon(:

Ytd was a tragic and i bet things will be really different already. Friends to foes? I dont want it to be this way. It hurts me too. But what i can do?

No matter what i still love u.

I love it when everything seems fine.
Who dosent right. haa!

Its friday and im suppose to be at love's crib.
But my daddy seem upset over something so i cldnt allow myself to stay.
I have to leave him.
Its wierd.

Playing DOTA contineously.
I wonder how they cld stand it.
This is really when boredom strikes me.
But i think jus got to get a hang of it(:
Playing is ok.
But too long is really insane! haa. . .

to be continued. . .

When he's MAD. . .
My eyes r all teary now.
But what can i do?
There is no one who i can actually talk to.
I insisted that we sld meet and i thought that finally he wld.
Even if its my fault i apologies n all.
But still no progress.
I thought quarrels r meant to be solved.
And now it seems. . .
If we cld jus meet and talk isnt it better?
Im shattered by the facts.


I should be gone with the wind.
Goodbye pple n leave me alone !

gen n ren <3

She is my past time when love plays dota! haa!

I found snoggy n took her home.

thats my new friend cloud dancer i name her snoggy(: haa!

Some juvenile acts :D

Yippie! xgeppy and myself went to the beach today.
The sun was scorching hot.
But i've got no idea y im not that tan.
Mayb im too tan already? Oh wells. lols.

We played volleyball and all(:
I finally sweat like MAD! (can lose those fats)
While playing there was this grp of guys who wanted to join us but boohoo!
We are all not interested cause we are busy doin stupid stuffs.
I brought cloud dancer to the beach as well.
Bet she was really happy(:
Emm u better stop saying me. lols.

Aft that we went to slack at the nice scenery at vivo.
We just kept on rattling nonstop.
I've bought dounuts.( half a dozen)
I thought in some ways i could meet love and eat together.
Mayb i'll pass some to him tmr morning n hope it'll still be edible. haa!

Ytd i met up with ren, wen and bb.
Its been long since the four of us last hang out.
Still as jovious as ever.
We played pool and i find myself surprisingly powerful.
I trash all of them and ren is the loser! l0ls xD

Aft that all went hm n left me n ren.
I kept pestering her to get happy meal so that i cld hav the 'toy'<3
And finally yesyesyes! gee. AMK is a very typical place.
With typical desperate guys asking for numbers n all. Think got bike then very big?
EWW! I dont go for that.
Some random photos.(:


whatever happens it'll be the same.

Randoms. . .
1. I use to bite my fingernails but for 'NOW' i dont. grin~
2. I cant get enough of fries and cheese.
3. I cant seem to grow any taller.
4. I am very indecisive.
5. Im attracted to ponies.
6. I laugh at almost everything(im kinda loud) haa!
7. I think mylar balloons are love.
8. Im scared to be alone.
9 I dont eat too spicy stuffs.
10. I love my boyf(:

''we always get angry with the ppl we love because we know that no matter what, they will still love us''. ♥

Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there.
Life is a comedy for those who think and a tragedy for those who feel .

When i've got nothing to do i could write hell lots of stuffs. haa!
I'll continue my entry later. . .

We broke our record today.

How absurd could it be.
Lil' things that happened could be wierd.

''Sadness is never truly one form.
It wrecks you, mutes you, kills you.
But in the end.
Some what it would fade away. . .''

Surprisingly, its september already.
Time really passes by real fast.
Things around had changed.
As well as the climate changes every now and then too.

I dont really understand what i am writing about.
I tink its boredom which is invading me. haa!

That damn 'GAME' is like a drug.
Playing it to long could strain.
Nevertheless, mayb i just dont get the hang of it.
But im okay i guess.

Im gonne find my cup of tea.
I love those ponies.
Im gonna get Happy meals! (:

Sometimes, darling is getting way out of hand.
Becoming more rude n all.
I felt like slaming u just now i tell u. l0ls
Do be nicer like u always were like the beginning. haa


it'll be the same as always<3

Oh yahs. I was so delighted that the 6 of us got to hang out (:
We went back to sec sch and after that had fun playing pool and all. (Friday)

Sat Bb was really a pig.
That day was our exam and yet ahe almost overslept.
Luckily, my call safe her.(all thanks to me)
After exam bb and steve gave me a lift and we went to have kunch first, haa! THANKS LOTS.

Sat night darl n myself went town for a while with nana, figo n jj.
After that they headed to DXO and we head to orchard hotel.
Actually wanted to catch a movie but there was no timing.
We stayed over there with sera,sherlina n aunty.
And TODAY we went to hav a feast at one of the restaurants in the hotel.
The food was quite mouth watering!

Prepare your mind to receive the best that life has to offer

Loving u as always.

Oh yippie!
Say goodbye to school.
And hi to holidays (:
I've been waiting for this day. haa!

Anyway, my last exam before holidays went pretty well i guess.
Thumbs up for me.

There is just so much to say but dont know where to start.
Im gonna enjoy my holidays(:

I''ve got lotsa commotion going on with sera yesterday.
I find her really adorable. haa!

mahal kita.