Friendship isn't always easily described.Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning.
Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives.
Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

A succulent tasty morsel. A treasure worth its find.

I know sometimes things cant be the way u want it to be.
sheez~

Sometimes if its meant to be it'll be.
Happiness and sadness.
No doubts about it.
There's always setbacks and peaks in life.
Always looking forward.

Mugging really sux.
My boyf mugs like mad! lols.
He goes a lil looney in da middle of studying~ haa!
Anyway, cant wait for holidays!

Sometimes when i say ''oh im fine''
I want someone to look me in the eyes and say
''tell me the truth'' haa!

Back to mugging.
I LOVE MY BOYF <3

Im Happy (:

Is this normal to u?
Ehhs.. im muging like mad. haa

This is really lame! lols

This pic reminds me that baby is still 17! haa! oopsy!

He farted on me many times last night! haa! im gonna revenge soon!

Sometimes somethings are chaotic.
And sometimes things are magnificient.
Be it good or bad its predistined abt why or why not it should have happen.

I dont wish to believe what passerby says.
Like as time goes by things change n wont be the same as the beginning.
Anyway, truthful things are always setback.
Im taking it as not forseable. haa!
Crossing fingers.

Gotta go mug now.
Think i wont score well this time round though.

Anyway, DIET starts today!

i love my geeky potter boyfriend!

Precious moments together.

xoxo love is all about u.

My baby <3

With a great big hug n a kiss from me to you wont u say u <3 me too :D

sera(chubchub) and myself!!! (:

My family<3 without mummy here. (my bro looks ridiculous here! wahaha)

ren n me.

Emm n me!

me and Pat. can u differentiate pat n emm?

Pat is a joker! lols!

Sunny banana afternoon! (:

Gepp!!!

Pearl, pat n myself <3

Today i stayed home.
Im painting my nails.
It looks horrible to me. lols!
I have yet to accomplish my left hand.

Im so lazy to go out and sorry girl next time than hang out yahs.
Its been long since i last stayed home like for the entire day.
It kinda feels lonely.
I hate the feeling but im still lazy to go out.

I should start being independent and i cant always relay on others.
What if one day im really alone.
I think i would just die instead! haa!

My mind is like a hiatus now.
I couldnt get to mug yet.
But soon i will.

Anyway, i've taken some photos last few days n some quite long ago (:

Im sorry hun for upsetting u and giving u stress.
i would change n be better bcos 'i love u'.

Sometimes i think i should brawl my eyes out once and for all.
Thank god that things have happened in life be it good or bad and i find
myself getting stronger each day.(am i right?)
There is still so much things in life that i should learn.
Sometimes, in life its also about making decisions.
And stop being naive because the world mayb strange sometimes.
Someone may just stab u right from the back.

Single little things in daily life just makes you stronger each day.
You never know that one day u mayb wonder woman :D (ok lame!)
But i always hope for a better tommorrow.
Sometimes i find myself unbelievably stupid.
This stupidity in me always drives him mad.
Sometimes it is inevitable but just dislike it when things aint right.
u'll hav that acute ache somewhere.

Daddy say love makes you silly and it's true but without love, we're all empty creatures with stone cold hearts.

Shit happens all the time but to put it fairly, there's always peaks and setbacks in life.
(yeah i sound so right)

Daddy is a year older now.
I can see changes every now and then.
my heart aches when u aged.
I cant bear to see those changes cause i want my cheerful lil dad FOREVER.
Its all because i love u.
I hope u enjoyed ur meal at sakura.
Love didnt make it that day. (dad was kinda disappointed)
But the phonecall is worth it.

Overall, love is still all about u.( u know who u r?) (:
But it collides if the insecurity lingers.

Thunder has woken me up.
So here i am wrting this entry.

Thousand layer cake( said by sebas not me!) haa!

Xiao long bao n there is crabmeat in it too.

Some noodles with yummilicious dumplings.

Ehhs fried rice with pork chop!

This is su mai i think. lols

Thats my boyfriend n i love him!

Oh no my period is up.
And it is killing me.
I seriously hate cramps.

Yesterday (160806)1was one of my happiest day ever15 though.
I've got no idea why the date is 1
Its been long since i felt this way.
I've no doubts about anthing.
Cause i believe my heart.

Love brought me to ting dai fung at paragon for dinner.
I dont think is spelled this way though! haa! i keep forgetting the spelling.
Yesterday was the first time he treat me to a appropriate place to dine.
First time to a movie.
And first time taking neoprints together.
It was hell lotsa fun taking pics. He is looney! lols.
I wont forget our 3rd month ever (: haa!

I've still got so much more to say but i need to leave already.
Im loving my boyfriend tremendously~




Thanks darling for the day. i love u!

Oh wells its been a hectic day i should say.
It didnt turn out ripe at first but in tha end it turn out to be pleasant.
Im glad that finally the misunderstandings are all spoken.
I just felt very wrong that when i took the first step to talk yet i didnt get a response.
But at least for now its better. Thanks!

Pat and pearl are like nuisance. They have been making me laugh like for the entire day.
Especially about that crazy guy. lols!

Today love and i went to town to get a gift for his mummy.
We search high n low till finally we got a pair of shoes from guess :D
Its anuty's bdae today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:



I felt like chopping ur head off today. haa! i love u.

Sometimes when you want to do something to surprise
someone it can be chaotic.
Tend to get tense when u spill out the beans or tense
that the other party may misunderstand.
Im gonna be berserk in no time i guess.
Im just not good in this type of things!
I wanna accomplish it good but its like i'll make the person mad instead.
What should i do?
Think i shall not do anything already.
Seriously bitch diarrhea! Im gonna break down.
DOUBTS DOUBTS DOUBTS!. bitch that too.

Finally, got sometime to rest.
I wanted to have a nap but my hallucination kept me from sleeping.
Anyway, pat n pearl did a great tag team today by telling me that there was this station called ''tunehneh''. How ridiculous.
But I actually believed and i so wanna get them.
How could i actually believe them. MY GOODNESS! sheesh~

Perhaps perhaps perhaps.
Wonder why sometimes its up and away.
Im just like the flames. .
I hate the feeling.
Mr happy where are you?
Sometimes being too inquisitive.
i'll never do something to hurt you. what i need is ur trust. dats all.

Whats trust?
Its just basically bout believing one another.
Once there is trust there wont be any grudges.
But dont ever abuse trust.

You saw this shadow back then and you find it uncanny and all.
You kept telling yourself stop brooding but deep down u're pretending.
Tense about now and the future.
No longer clinging to the shadows.
So i must feel the same way bout the other.
As for now i know its nothing.

Days had passed and things had changed.
Not knowing what may happen tommorrow.
All you could do is to dream.

No one is perfect and so am i.
Getting to put the facts in.
No more self denial.
Whatever the future may hold in store i just want everybody to be happy.
i get so hearbroken each time we quarrel but i noe deep down my heart is still the same. i just hope that we wont quarrel.

Life is just like a box of chocolates u'll never know what u're gonna get.
On Thursday i headed to town with love, wen, wen's bf and jj. We got to catch the fireworks (: Its like so pretty!
I ponder that sometimes actually tomorrow may be very different from yesterday.

Yesterday went to bugis and i got to purchase tshirts from parco. Then love and jj purchase a couple of things as well.
In the night we catch up with cassy and nana.
All of us headed to chips.
Had a lil girly talk with cassy(: haa!

Anyway, i think im gonna head town later again. thats all for now.
although sometimes things maybe rocky but im still climbing up that mountain even if its really steep. loves!

my classmates n myself(:

Cool Slideshows!

I actually did spend my whole day in school from 9-4.
It was tremendously tired and im really dead beat. Tomorrow is national day already! HAPPY BDAY S'PORE! I've got lotsa upcoming project and a test next week. How bad my days could possibly be?

Today in class pat and pearl kept me company and
i feel like i was back in secondary school already(: i love their presence. They are simply understanding and talking things out with them is always right. No grudges(: Thanks so much girls. loves! more hangouts!
pat thinks her wrestling skills are good~ but im the best one okay.
lols! n pearl thinks we are tom boyish! The memories and all just came flashing back. I know we wouldnt be like last time but at least we are always here for one another and that is a blessing already :D

Im touched for that very day when im simply down
they came to me and cheer me up. Its so unexpected but i just
think they know how much i want things to be right. I thought bb was the one on that day. But it turns out the other way round. y?

Im now with darling and he is smiling over his potter
book like a cheeky monkey. haa! loves to xgeppy. Thanks so much. There is only the one and only u always to you know who(:
im loving my boyfriend more as each day passes. thanks(:
And again HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!! may there be no harsh and malicious happenings. long live s'pore(: wahaha!

sunny banana afternoon!

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Someimes i just dont know why if there is a problem going around it would just pile up as each day passes. Once it hits the limit it really hits me. I've realise that those precious ones will always be with you whenever or whatever things may happen. Darling n myself never experience such drastic things before and after that i've realise that i love him alot and i would never ever want it to happen again. Cause i dont want him to get hurt or be upset.

Today, its one of a hectic day. When i finally came to realise that those pple who once were so dear to you actually still means alot and remembers you.

From my darkest moment of that very day i was out of place. She left me unknowingly because of a past which was once settled already. If it was unsettled i dont mind settling it. But i've gotta enough things to brood about. Its really enough and what is the unneccessary situation abt? just tell me? My daddy means alot to me not to say that my friends are important too. Its just that whats the point of bringing it up when i thought someone would be there to give me a listening ear when i was weeping my way out.

From the moment u just walk away u left me pondering ALONE. In the end pearly came down to look for me and gave me a hug and said that she dosent want this to happen to me and wanted out friendship to last. From that very moment tears begins to flow n both of us was overwhelmed. we talked things out and i said my views. Finally, pat came down as well and it ended nicely. Since u're not responding and all. How can i talk. I've done my part. The rest is up to you. PERIOD!

I've catched a movie with dear today. Thanks for the meal and day! i love you!

♥ is sleeping right now. So i've came online to blog a lil first cause i cant seem to sleep any longer. Its sunday already. Time passes by real fast. With a blink of an eye secondary school days and life had changed drastically.

Im so glad that ♥ has finished reading all his harry potter books already (: (grinning) Say goodbye to harry for now. lols!

Anyway, i feel like heading out today. But dont know perspectively where to head to. There is not much leisure in s'pore. All you could do is to catch a movie, shop and wlk around. Whats more we could do either than that?

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness u'll never get back. ♥

its always fun having her around!

love her(:

bb and me (:

darling and me <3

Oh wells, yesterday i didnt went to school gotta something on. Love went to put a new ink again. Im like very curious of how the pain is really like. It seems unbearable. I dont know why it hurts me to see him enduring the pain and all. But this is what he really wants so i wont be like self denial. If he is happy with it, i should be happy as well. (:

Sometimes days are like a massive whirlwind. The tantrums that makes you feel like throwing cereals on the wall. But deep down beneath that red lil' room of yours u'll always know that every lil' things meant alot. Its more than meets the eye.

I went to catch 'alone' yesterday and its pretty scary. The scenes irks me and im still getting those feverish fear in me. Not to say that im a scady cat. Those imaginations do arose.

Love has gone to his AIG soccer thingy already. Lucky his sis chubchub is back home if not i dont dare to take a shower!
u will always be in my heart(:

OMG! Today i didnt go school again.
My goodness, my attendance now is like crap. Actually, gonna meet the rest early to do project but i cant wake up so i didnt go.

Darling and myself enjoyed our day tody(: we went sun tanning and swimming.
While sun tanning love was so ento about his book till he made me fancy about reading harry potter too.
lols. We spent like almost five hours downatairs. haa!

I've got fetish over fairy and stars ink! They can have a great combination. But im still not exactly sure how i want it to be like but im sure im gonna combine it up.
Shall slowly decide as it is a life long thing.
Anyway, those passer by keep telling me i have an uncanny resemblance of linda liao and now even my classmates are saying it. When is this gonna end.

overall, i love my bf!!! :D
sorry dear that i have made u mad and siad some ridiculouus stuffs, it'll never happen again. I LOVE YOU!♥

Im a lazy bum

My black chapbangs hair and his black chapbangs hair(:
My black hair..


My dyed hair..


♥ Our dyed hair..


My hair last time. Jus look at the hair transformation as time passes! lols

It used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up. I've got thousand of stuffs which i could just rattle on and on about.

Misery.
Harsh words said, feelings hurt.
But silence is way too worst.
Never would start again.
Love is like a risk.
Cherish'd everything dont let it fade.
Love dont come and go as the way we want it to.
Its faith that clings us as one.

Oh wells, i woke up at 1pm todae. Im late again for school so i've decided not to go already. I jolly well know i should wake up on time but im just as lazy as a wild boar. gee. Im now at love's crib already and he's still facinated and obsessed about getting his book to read finish.
Every night when im not with you, I miss you, I can just look up, and know the stars are holding you.♥